When 2008 began, I was a brand-new mom. I know, I'm still a 'new' mom, comparatively speaking, but one year ago, I had only been a mom for about three weeks. I was exhausted, confused, frustrated, overwhelmed... Earlier today I was remembering the feeling of panic that used to fill me when Hubby would walk out the door for work, leaving me at home with this inscrutable newborn. And a year ago I was crying a lot. My body responds to exhaustion by crying. And I cried. And cried. And cried. I had no concept yet of the loving sacrifice that is parenting. Although I had been married for almost five years, and in ministry for all that time and more, it took the 24/7 context of parenting my own child to wake me up and begin to truly teach me about selflessness and contentment. Not that I've arrived, mind you. But I see how far I have to go, and that's half the battle, right?
I'm now the mother of a toddler. A one-year-old. He eats 'real food' now, and walks on his own, and doesn't need me to sustain his life as he did a year ago, but he still needs me. Now he needs me to kiss boo-boos, read him books, give hugs to Elmo, feed him yogurt, and sing silly songs while I change his diaper. And I love every minute of it. His smiles and giggles are worth every second spent walking the hallway with a screaming baby on my shoulder, singing Amazing Grace for the 96th time because that's the only song my addled brain could recall the words to.
I am just completely thankful to God for all the blessings of 2008:
- a healthy, growing marriage relationship with my loving husband
- a sweet, healthy toddler
- personal growth in my pursuit of godliness and my trust in Him
- as always, His amazing financial provision throughout the year
- many opportunities for ministry at camp and our community
and so many many more- God's blessings are so bountiful- I was thanking Him for all He has given me the other day, and this verse came to mind: "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over." (Luke 6:38) And that's how I feel about God's blessings in my life. They are so abundant. So, thank You, Lord. For 2008. And for not letting me stay the same as I was in 2007.
To close this post, I'll sum up 2008 in smiles. So here's a smile from Z for each month of 2008. Happy New Year!!!
January: (5 weeks old)
February: (2 months)
March: (3 months)
April: (4 months)
May: (5 months)
June: (6 months)
July: (7 months)
August: (8 months)
September: (9 months)
October: (10 months)
November: (11 months)
December: (One Year!!!)
4 comments:
Oh. My. Gosh.
What a guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are blessed indeed.
Happy New Year.
Janine
Your little one has just got the greatest face. Whenever you post a picture of him there's just something about his smile that makes me feel happy. What a joy he must be.
Luanne
Your birthday boy is absolutely beautiful!
He is such a cutie.
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